so long again

Very long no blog here lo~~

quite busy ....

with wat ??

banyak lo. ....

till uncountable......

this morning go do my exam ..... walau ....

kena that kagemuddin terperanjat me pula ...

so funny la our exam .. until we can laugh also ...

not much thing to say as a lot assignment now in progress .

very sian ....

something wrong with my body ...

haiz~~

feeling more weak and weak ...

but i cant bring this matter up...

wat to do ??

let see and wait ba ~~

Good Luck

today din do much thing ,

feel sian next week got some more midterm.

so sian ...

not yet fininsh study yet.

But going to finish it earlier.

haha..

assignment suddenlt so many, so sian again ..

haiz~~

donno how to do leh ....

just now more sian .... financial planning ,

donno how to do at all .... sian ~~

so stress some more lo ...

haiz~~

Anyway , 2moro is my dear dear midterm ...

jia you ya ...

i believe u sure can de ..

hehe.

go go ...

that all for now ..

wan tidur liau ..

Just Back from Penang

went to penang last saturday and back on tuesday,

stay at tanny house for 3 days,
quite nice in penang lo ..
nice to meet her family,
1st time meet with them ,
feel like a real family

haha....

even tot just go to few place in penang but than feel like my 3rd home.

hehe...

hope i got time than i can go there again ...

now need back to my stupid assignment ..

sian ...

haiz~~

So many thing leh ~~

Just come back from discussion and my meeting ...

so many thing need to do ...

got so many assignment ...

UM memang like this style punya ...

sian

early-early sure syok wan

than after that in the middle sure susah already ..

got midterm la ..

assignment also start to give ..

cannot ply-ply already ..

sian ..

2moro another 1 more exam ..

die leh ..

don understand at all ...

after exam going to some where ....

where i going ??

hehe^^

Finish Midterm ~~

Finally finish my midterm already la ... haha

but got another 1 more paper on saturday ..

donno is 9.30a.m or 11.30 a.m

haha... but either 1 also need to have exam ..

sian ..

just finish my 2 exam just now ..

sian leh ...

donno how to do ...

haiz~~

yest ~~ 26/8/09

is wat day leh ??

kononnya my this gf say is chinese valentine ...lol

i donno lo... never heard before .. so sian

haiz~~

than kena blame pula ..haha

so kesian ..

hope got way to calm my dear ..

hehe^^

waiting for this sat ..

so scare leh ..

quite scary or wat leh ??

hehe^^

this is my dear creation :

quite nice .. but cannot beat me pro la ...

haha..

later do 1 more nicer de ..

but need time to do .

now lack of time ..

so sian ~~

that all for now la ...

2moro go class than go see my mate meeting ,

wan rest 2day than 2moro need to study again ~~

haiz!!

Back to shit UM

Now in UM already ~~

so sian leh ~~

studying !!

shit !~~

really sian !!

BUT WAT CAN I DO ~~~

nothing but to accept this thing

Just now ran to kl station to buy bus ticket !!

so many ppl !!

at least i got the ticket !

going to penang this saturday

donno is good or bad ~~

feel scare lo !!

even i donno y ??

cause this is the 1st time !!

1st impression is always important

wish me luck this tuesday 1st

my 1st exam this sem !!

shit la ~~

ok ... go study back ~

1 more thing i wan to share :

True love doesn't have an happy ending,

True love doesn't have an ending ....

love someone so much !!! ^^

Is Been Very Long

look like it took ages for me write something inside here...

feel that no mood wan to write all these stuff some more in this little website ~~

Haha ~

anyway , days go on , i got my holidays but stupid unsolve assignment and midterm ...

look like going crazy after holiday ,

be prepare of it ~~

that wat i always say ,

Look like i make my dear sad again ,

hv u all notice that i only show up in here when this got related to her ,

funny as it seem ,

donno y ,

cause feel wan to tell this blog all the thing i cant tell other ppl !!

Well , look like i mess up again ,

making her sad , i think she did cry ,

can feel it , but she will refuse to admit again ,

most important thing is settle and hope mistake don come in twice ~~

oh ya , 1 more thing is my big buddy graduate already ,

Congratulation lo !!

so fast 1years we knew each other and so fast u got to go ....

hope hv chance to meet u !!

lalalala...i m here~~~~

=P

Recover

It seem my mood finally getting better and i realise i know that what i really need to do..

being question myself of how stupidity of myself is.

maybe is my stress factor...

all arrow shooting at me all around the corner.

my life is fill with this 3 thing !

1.my study

2.my activity

3.my lover

for sake, is not easy to balance all these thing ~

saying myself is super human but i am not.

but i dont blame any1.

i feel this is very challenging as u will experience it in the future.

this is just a small matter if u wan to compare.

it seem 1 thing i did is making my dear very sad.

not saying anything happen,

but because of my selfishness,

haiz~~

hate it !!

i hope i can try to improve,

i can decarale that my life 80% is all about u !!

is it maybe i care too much ??

y do i need to think all nonsence thing ??

even my head don wan to think but my heart still not comfort ...

even last time,

when u need a lot thing to do,

i will always try to help ... this is because my heart tell me to do,

i cant stop it,

even i know i feel tired, stress , hungry,

but i know in the end of the day ,

i will feel happy...

what a crazy feeling right ?

haha!!

maybe i too love you ??

is this a mistake ?

i know u need some space for your time...

and i really try my best to keep my own business..

but my heart always say not feeling right ..

just hope 1 day i can take my heart out from me !!

I am so sorry dear if i ever hurt u or anything..

i just hope to be with you till the rest of my life..

if u still remember during my birthday celebration..

the wish i no tell it out...

is i hope to be always with you.

that is indirectly becoming my objective of my life..

I love you dear !!

always be .

moodless nowaday ~~

donno y ??

why ??

i got no idea !!

most of it is my problem,

should not affect other ppl !!

thruth is i hate this thing !

how good if i no need think at all,

but is not the same,

all thing seem moodless,

miss the time !

but 1 thing i got to accept is unable to change,

waiting for sem break to cool off my mind ~~

5 days to go !!