Recover

It seem my mood finally getting better and i realise i know that what i really need to do..

being question myself of how stupidity of myself is.

maybe is my stress factor...

all arrow shooting at me all around the corner.

my life is fill with this 3 thing !

1.my study

2.my activity

3.my lover

for sake, is not easy to balance all these thing ~

saying myself is super human but i am not.

but i dont blame any1.

i feel this is very challenging as u will experience it in the future.

this is just a small matter if u wan to compare.

it seem 1 thing i did is making my dear very sad.

not saying anything happen,

but because of my selfishness,

haiz~~

hate it !!

i hope i can try to improve,

i can decarale that my life 80% is all about u !!

is it maybe i care too much ??

y do i need to think all nonsence thing ??

even my head don wan to think but my heart still not comfort ...

even last time,

when u need a lot thing to do,

i will always try to help ... this is because my heart tell me to do,

i cant stop it,

even i know i feel tired, stress , hungry,

but i know in the end of the day ,

i will feel happy...

what a crazy feeling right ?

haha!!

maybe i too love you ??

is this a mistake ?

i know u need some space for your time...

and i really try my best to keep my own business..

but my heart always say not feeling right ..

just hope 1 day i can take my heart out from me !!

I am so sorry dear if i ever hurt u or anything..

i just hope to be with you till the rest of my life..

if u still remember during my birthday celebration..

the wish i no tell it out...

is i hope to be always with you.

that is indirectly becoming my objective of my life..

I love you dear !!

always be .