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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

....

is been really very long since i came here,

seriously,
after my exam...i feel so free..
whole half year, 1st time ever ,
i can sleep in the morning,
ply game at night,
wat else i can do....
my exam has end very long ago,
is like been a week i just came back from KL..
time flies so fast..
when busy time,
time go slow,
when free time,
go so fast...
haiz...
whos theory is that ?
so many to talk in here,
cant comprise all,
great news for my event,
haha,
feel so great,
i finally do have a sponsor,
dream come true,
next sem must be really busy,
oh ya,
reg my new course this morning,
din sleep for the whole night for this reason,
cant believe it,
taking 21 hours again,
but i think next sem is more relax,
i taking quite easy core paper,
but maybe harder elective paper,
the hard core paper cant get to take,
due to clash with the other course time,
haha,
wish me luck next sem,


suddenly,
i felt,
missing someone,
just finish a movie,
quite nice wan,
how to overcome break up,
haha,
seriously,
wish to see her 2moro,
really do.
T.T

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Last paper...

Look like i lazy to update this place for so long...haha...suffering for these day ... actually is enjoying...wakaka...
too lazy to study the last paper..
sian..
dont care ..
2moro is my last paper.
^^

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

5 died and 2 to go...

finally got time to write something here..haha..
really been damn busy...haiz..
4 papers in 3 days is not funny...
seriously..
haiz..
now i finish my 3rd day already ..
i got 1 day to rest than friday my another paper..
after that paper i can rest for 5 days.
wow....
my timetable really gila wan ...
now wan to rest a while more than can go study for friday.
woke up at 7 this morning.
cause i havent finish my study..
damn keng la... yest busy discussion until so late.. worst part during my discussion my whole body feep pain. my head feel wan to jatuh..
now i learn a lesson : dont play basketball if ur exam is 2moro..
haha.....

well my paper pass already ..and is so-so la..
hoping to back home soon..
miss my big bed..
omg... i can sleep for hours..
over here only sleep 5 hours only.. ^%$#$%

missing someone too.
hope for december to come.
but after my exam my mind is still functioning...
for ICSC !!! planning time.!!!

Monday, November 9, 2009

AFP and MA

2moro is my killer paper..
having 2 papers in one time is not a funny thing at all...haiz..
but hope i can do it as i pratice quite a lot already..hehe...
hope this papers dont kill me please...
haiz....
cant wait to finish my exam.
so many thing await me...haha...

somebody going to finish her exam already..
hehe..
good for her...
now is my turn to suffer...
wish me luck than...
back to my study..haiz....hehe

Friday, November 6, 2009

going for war.....

a while more...that is 11 hours more..
is my 1st paper in my 2rd year...
wish me luck....
i don wan to die... i wan to stay alive...
back my study..
haiz~~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

another 1 more days...

damn shit ...

left not more than 24 hours than exam already...finally time coming....
so scary...
i don understand y everyone need to exam..
make people grow white hair so fast...
haiz.. sian dao..

nothing can change.. after this i still got another 2 more final exam in my life...
haha..after that graduate already lo....cant wait..
when working is a totally different experience...
donno we cant expect wat will happen in the future..haiz..
but 90% is depend on us....
haha...this sem i enter new family but din talk about it...
haha...is my cc family where mine is bah kut teh family...
here the pic... :


haha.... pic while we were eating bah kut teh...quite nice la ..

here another comic for to relieve stress again...
haha.....


2moro got ppl exam lo...
good luck to her again...
hope u can do ...hehe...
just be ur best ~~
now back to my coffee and study.....
good luck ya ...~~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Beh Ki....

Left another 2 or 3 days only leh... sian dao... so fast wednesday already...

haiz...
so sian de meh ...
y always need to exam lo...
boring de leh .......
wan sleep also cannot ..
force my self to not sleep..
really sian...
where got ppl like this de wan ....need to fight for this 3 weeks...after that ..
freedom...haha..
last for few weeks only..than busy again..haiz..
time really pass so fast...
really fast....
need to study again...
hope i can finish my sub as soon as posible ...
look at junior assessment mark quite shock...really shock...
i also donno how to help..
cannot always be the best of all ....
but this time really kena la...

here something to relax ourself from exam...haha
feel free to read it.....


Part 1

part2

Part 3


Hope u guys enjoy it...
haha...
cant wait for holiday lo..
missing someone ..
got a quote by someone saying that :
" to miss u even when i am with u.... thats love"

Totally agree.....haha...
always miss u.....



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Applied Financial Planning ......

Just now just post something...not even how many hour post another 1 ...haiz....haha....
donno y feel so hard to study this sub...lo
need a lot knowledge. ...now know my mistake that i should not ponteng so much ...haha...but i cant do anything also....but to accept it and study more longer ...hope i can faster finish my exam .... after that i can busy with my other thing...look like my holiday also quite short .... but than my holiday got lot of thing to do ....
new challenge comin ahead...
always be prepare.......

this sem ......feel very tired ..

Monday, November 2, 2009

4 or 3 more days ...

stupid exam...

so fast wan to come already ...
cannot give 1 month more ka ..haiyo...
hope to faster finish it and faster get over it la ..
so sian wan to exam ..
need to memorise alot of benda !! stupid stuff also ..
but also to understand wat i have learnt in this sem..
haiz....

another day another depression ...
there been a news state that 3 victim dead while went out for swimming in sungai kampar..
haiz..really a tragic..
could be an accident or wat ... but is tragic..
my condolance to the victim..
1 of them is my Fren's fren that from chung ling...
really sad to hear that ...
Rest In Peace......

2moro someone got exam some more ...
jia you for her ...haha.
now back to my ratio and planning...
how to plan my financial...
haiz...i think i going to fail this..
cause i cant plant my own financial...haha..

Saturday, October 31, 2009

6 more days

Got another 6 more day before judgement day. Haiz...

havent ready for my preparation at all. Haiz... still got much to read...
hope i can cover all by wednesday....haiz...
haha...
really stressful in this week...
just wait for next week when the exam start than the time faster go already...
after that finish exam and finish my 3rd sem in Uni...
haha...
almost 1 and half year in here already ...
going to graduate soon...hehe...
no la... so long some more ..

now waiting for 2 more hours ..haha..
hope i can wake up on time..
miss someone badly..haiz...
don wan to wait for December...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

stress

This always happen when in study week.

feel that ur day progress never reach ur target and always so slow.. haiz..
worst part is read also don understand...sian la .
donno wat to do ..
exam good thing is on next friday. But i need read up 7 sub.
haiz..
got nth else to do but keep on studying...
add oil to myself..

there some1 going to have exam 2moro again...haha
good luck to her ~~ :)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

study week

is been a long time din update my blog ......... AGAIN ...

haha..
just feel very lazy wan to type thing out at here ..
haiz...
haha....
now reaching to my study week !!
haiz....
is been 3 time already ..since i enter Uni..
mean i already pass through 2 study weeks before. ..
OMG....really suffering...

haiz...
been really fun this past 2 days...
hope i can have moment like this forever ...
but ...haiz...just hope is not enough..
however, really enjoying...

now going back to my study !!
add oil !!
haha.... hope i can up my pointer this sem... just hope ..
haiz...

somebody going to have exam 2moro...
haha...
good luck and add oil...
sure can do it !!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Dato Tony Fernandes

Walau wei .....

2day got a really big event and a very tired day ..haiz...
i go fak in the morning to settle my presentation.
after that, we go get ready the preparation for Dato Tony to come....
he is the CEO of Air Asia...
Really a very big shot lo ...
keng man....
haha....
but too bad i can't got the chance to take photo ...
haiz.....
very sian....
haiz....
so sad !!!!!!!!!!

haiz~~
however, i did have a chance to take pic with some ppl also ...
haha ... he is the person who inside the Meter that inside 15malaysia movie ...
i know him very long ago and love his song very much ...but now he is a CEO ..
really great opportunity to meet him ....
haha.... keng tooo....
if nobody know him can see from here


haha..... lo ..
really inspire talk by Tony ...
how from almost bankrupt company to 50 most success company ...
really keng ...
haha....

here a comic i see in a forum ...haha... feel wan to share ...

Really sian day

Today really sian.
Attend only 2 class today. But feel so long. Cause until 8p.m.

2moro i have individual presentation. haiz..
worst... i got event 2moro .
some big shot is coming to town.
haha....
2moro i hope to get a pic of him and post it here~~ ^^
wish me luck...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really going to die in here .....

haiz...
this thursday got 2 big thing to do....
omg ...
i havent study leh.....
still got so MANY assignment....
y like this leh...
21 credit hours memang killer.....
hope i can stay alive...

something is going to change in my club...
haha...
going to bring in new thing...
but 1 thing i very sad is cause a person is going to leave...
very emo that time..
i don understand the reason....
the person is one of us that can be say foundation of this club..
how can u leave and left all this thing..
when i talk about him this matter for almost 3 hours...
his tear begin to drop...
as he do not wan to leave..
but he like have too...
haiz...
i understand , and respect all your decision ..

BUT BUSINESS CLUB ALWAYS ACCEPT YOU BACK ANYTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Try look at this tread...
damn funny...haha...
label is 18sx 1st ...
haha...


waiting for this weekend~~ :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Mines

Went to the mines today lo.....

go with my dear ...
hehe
after next week i donno when can see her already ..
is exam time already..
haiz~~
sian ...
she next week is study week already ..
so fast ....
haiz~~
wat to do ...

but really enjoying in the mines there ....
got so many sweet talk me and her ..
hehe....
^^
hope can last this moment forever ...
except so many interruption like exam and assignment..

almost ki siau with my latest assignment leh ...
donno wat the lecturer wan also .
worst part is we need to do all over again..
and monday need to present..
2moro morning going to fak for this reason lo...
haiz~~
add oil to myself la ...


Thursday, October 8, 2009

My Small buddy ....

This post is to tribute to my small buddy ..

hehe ^^
since she write so "good" thing about me...
haha...


now wan counter back ...
hehe.....

actually the reason i choose you is not really a big reason...
haha....
wait till i graduate than i tell u la ....
hope you can get used to this place soon...
is not easy for me also ...
take time by time ..

good luck in your study tooo.....
i know u aim very high for this sem...
same like me when i was 1st year ...
haha...
i believe you can do it ...
jia you ...


hope my dear dear don jealous ya ..hehe ...
u always in my heart ...

Happy 222 too .....

Actually i really busy this few day till i got no idea to type wat in here...

haiz~~
feel so tired with my Uni life...
serious tired...

now to realize that i really love my time when i in matriks ....
most fren in Uni are very immature...
i also donno y ...
so funny ppl....
but that is not it...
some just stab me in the front...
very stupid.....
for god sake wat did i done to u ....
asshole ...
haiz~~
miss my time in matriks.....
seriouslly ..
at least they are fren that i can trust ...
no fun in Uni...
not even enjoy...

Now waiting for my team member to do my assignment so nothing to do so i write it out at here ...
haha ... teruk hor me ....my team member wan to revenge on me cause last time i late come now they wan to return it to me ...
so cruel ...
but is fair ...haha ~~

2day is 222 days me and my gf been together ...
hehe..... waiting for 999days ... wow ...
see got wat will happen on that time ...
wakaka....
this weekend planing for a trip...
donno is work out a not ...
hope my finance support me enough ...

now wat i can do is to focus on my assignment, exam , and my activity ....
but most important also to not forget my ♥♥♥♥

I actually use this pic as my destop pic currently ..
haha... feel nice and warm in this pic...
♥u

Friday, October 2, 2009

No update

There actually been so many ppl ask me y i no update my blog recently.

1st reason, there a lot thing happen to me these day.
haiz~~
don feel wan to write anything~~
actually there a big accident last feel day ago ~~
haiz~~
is a really scary experience and very geram inside my heart until i wan to hit somebody.
i wont explain the story much as i told a lot of ppl already.

but just to tell u all, 1st time in my life i been robbed ~~
really scary ~~
haiz~~
don believe such a thing happen to me..... well , most important i am still ok ...
just a bit injure only.... but is really damn inside my memory until now.......

very sian everytime wan to think again the situation.....haiz~~`
well feel happy after my dear come and visit me the next day ...^^
hope to see her soon...
missing....

This morning i have my photo session.... really ma huan ... so hard just wan to snap picture.... so many thing needed to do. .... well at least now already settle...
haha...
just now having meeting with office .... giving us the last year plan about the oversea trip to us....
feel damn sian ... y ??? haiz~~~
don wan say in here ....
just very sian ....
diau ~~

a lot assignment need to settle ...haiz~~
i donno wat happen this week ...
y i so teruk !!!!!!!!!!!1
donno y also ...
after i kena robbed i need go back my dorm and finish my assignment before i went to sleep.... and that is also until 5a.m !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF

I hate my life in here !!!!!
stupid betul !!!!
haiz~~
just hoping for this sat to faster come ~~
so i wont think some more ~~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Tired

Can say baking cake is really not easy ...

i start at 12 midnight and finish at 3a.m
that y i wan to do it at night ~~
lo ...
too tired too say much ..
going to sleep ...
hehe ^^
continue 2moro ..

and 1more thing is i don mind that ok ??
don need to say sorry ... i really don mind at all....
we can always find time....
it wont lose us ~~
爱你。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

3 years ~~

3 years is the time ...

time since i left the school ~~
time flies really damn fast ..
meet with many my old friends today ~~
all schoolmate during schooling time ~
really very long indeed ....
haha
is not easy to gather all people in 1 time ..
this can say like once in a year ...
haha..
some of them i just meet them ~~
after 3 years after i get out from school ...
what i can see ....
she really never change at all ....
mouth still big
hahahahaha~~~
but the point is really great to meet u all again ...
even tot is 3 years but is like 3 days when we just left school ...
talk a lot bout schooling time ....
realize that they all taking so many type of course in all type of University ..
haha...
so many variety ...

just heard a sad new from my friend just now ..
really a mistake when i saw the pic in facebook ..
really pai seh
and also really sorry to u ~~
as u should treat her better ...
haiz~~
4 years already ..
4 years is very long ...;
very sad to hear that ...
but than need to move on anyway ..

Really sorry to my dear that need to wait for me ..
i should sms her ....
haiz~~
cause i left something at the restaurant make me need to Get back it ..
so i come back late .
but is really crazy as i come out the house at 6p.m and go back at 2a.m ....
8 hours lo ~~~
haha
now going to sleep ..
night ~~

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

same rountine

Hehe .... today do the same thing like yesteday and day before lo....

donno wat to do already ...
wan to rest as much as i can ....
today take my grandparents eat vegetarian at the vegi restaurant ..
later take them back than whole family go sing K pula .. ==
haha. ..
but go there the room full ~~
haiz~~
go cafe there wait lo ...
donno the place is damn romantic lo ~~
should have know this place but now only know ...
so swt ~~
haiz~~

While Sing K that time ....
see my bro select this song :



When realise ... i know that u like this song very much .
going to sing for u when call u the 1st time ..
but since ur mood seem moody i decide not ..
so i wait hope when u sleep that time .. but
seem u wan to stay so early tonight lo ..
so just sing for u ~~
i will remember this song for my entire life ..
cause this is the 1st time in my life i sang for ppl ...
and will be also my only one ...

Love u very much ....
hoping for next week ~~ *hug*

Sunday, September 20, 2009

True Love

Been whole day in the house again doing nth ..
actually feel nice and easy .
not like in KL so many thing to do.
actually i got a lot assignment havent done yet.
haiz~~
so lazy la !!!

when to my dad malay friend house to celebrate raya.
but actually to eat for free ...haha
very nice food ya ..

found this story yest ..
hope i might share with U... :

One of the most touching and purest love story I've read in a while..

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this
guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl
will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl
loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very
upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vents her anger on
him. As for him.. he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his
studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good
with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take
care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to
talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in
& agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas,
continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls.
Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car
that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She
realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum cry, she wanted to
comfort her. But she rea! lized that all that could come out of her mouth
was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....

The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her
voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from
her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silent cry.. it's
still just silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything
seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone which pierced
into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know &
not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she
does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions &
millions of reply and countless phonecalls.. all the gal could do besides
crying is still crying.... T! he parents decided to
move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the gal learnt sign language & started a new life.

Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend
came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know
what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an
invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she
opened the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When she was about to ask
her friend what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front
of her....

He used sign language to tell her, "I've spent a year to learn sign
language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me
have the! chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the
ring back into her finger.

The gal finally smiled......<3



Even thought we got no time to meet, or chat, or any time for us...
but hey , what is the most important thing here ...
i love you ... that is the most important thing ...
always do and forever does ~~
even when we need to separate to 2 different world in the future,
remember that i will always be there if u need me...
always are ... & always do ...
i will always wait for you ...



hope u like it ~~
good night ya ~~Muackssssss

Holiday is peaceful ~~

Today sleep until afternoon only wake up ...

than at afternoon on9 only ...
haha
no stress.
no kacau .
no work to do ...
wakaka ...
this is the life man ...
but it only last for a week ..
just now went to my dad's friend open house
the house cost 2million lo ....
my dad cannot fight this ..haha
but i see the design is not that nice ..
but is still worth it lo ...

See this at my friend profile ...
hope i can be that guy...haha



So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
..........


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?


- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.


- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.


*******************************************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....


- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?


- Girl:
Why??!?


- Boy:
Its a surprise.


- Girl:
What kinda surprise??


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....


So they drove off.........and then they stopped....


- Boy:
Ok we're here!!


-Girl:
Where??


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place??


- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place....


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.


- Girl:
Where are we??


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......


- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.

Wish all My dear friends can get their sweet love too..
...



Even tot we need to wait long some more ...
but ur heart is over here with me all the time ...
Love u my bao bei ...
always do ...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Reach Home sweet home .....

Finally get back to my home already ~~

haha.....
really sian go the bukit jalil there wait to get on the bus ..
haiz~~
need to transit from 1 place to another place ...
most teruk is when the LRT is Full of ppl ..
damn shit la ...
i 2 something go out .... 4.40p.m only reach there ... good thing we come out early..
haiz~~
if not can die lo ....

at least can now reach back home already ..haha
just got new from some ppl ..
don believe got more problem occour ..
haiz~~
wat the heck la ...
so many thing !!
i really cant stand all this childish issue ..
u all are grown up and face it up la !!
sian ...
make me lose my mood and got headache only ..
haiz~~

Missing someone so badly ..
wish i can be with her now ~~

Wish every1 happy holiday and
selamat hari raya ~~ haha

Friday, September 18, 2009

Waiting 4 2moro

Now 3.15a.m already ....

sure know that i wont going to class that is 8a.m 2moro already lo ..
haha...
keng leh me ...
so sian la wan go class ...
some more very tired some more ...
2moro waiting to go back home only..
even my dear go back early than me ..
going to miss her very very much ..
haiz~~
but too bad i cant go to find her ..
not very good to always go her house ..
haha..
lets wait for end of this year la ..
now my fren wan to Play CS until morning ..
gila leh ...
assignment havent finish...
go back home need to finish assignment like mad already ...
so get ready la ...
Going to finish 1 by 1 ...
haha....

Now going to CS-ing .....haha..
good night ..
and happy holiday

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

200th days

I donno if u notice a not. But is our 200 days together.

today i notice that ur mood doesnt seem good.
Might be the cause ur discussion being cancel,
stomach not feeling well,
and no one come to your teaching class.
It seem a rough day....
but i hope u get all the enough rest....
even tot u r tired ....
i will always support u.
sometime , i will feel pain...
the pain that i talk about my last post ....
much painer than being hit by a truck...
doubted it why ....
cause i love u too much ...
and will always be ...
hope i able to endure it ..
althought i know it wont be easy ..
cause u r my love ..

go away pain ~~

stop hurting my heart~~

Skip Class

Today went out to Midvalley, haha....

watch a singapore movie about ghost de.
Not scary also ... but the story is meaningful
haha......
together with my dear go shopping...haha
after that go makan at kim garry.... food quite nice lo...
haha...
after that than follow my dear back to ukm force me to skip my financial planning class...
my fren kena hai ... as the lecterur call my name but i am not there...haha...shit la ...thanks to my fren a lot ....

At fitting room

At kim garry there

kena snap by dear dear (see our shirt)



If there is love there is 2 thing:
1.Sweet
2.Pain
there is always this 2 thing when u fell in love...
why ??
who know .....
maybe is a need to be balance...
there is no couple in this world is perfect as nothing is perfect in this world...
there will always feel pain....
y ??? cause u love her ....this is the responsiblity needed to make..
however, there is still need to have sweet...
otherwise it wont be balance...
sometime pain will be hurtful but it can be cover by the sweetness....
that y i got the statement :
love someone can have much more pain...., then in hating someone

U will always feel pain ... cause u love her ....

i know from my fren that he cant endure the pain anymore and ask for break...
for me ... is always look in a lot of anger of perspective ....
cause my love has no ending...

love u bao bei..
good night !!!







Monday, September 14, 2009

Assignment

can declare that today i only doing my stupid assignment that need to pass up 2moro.

haha..
take me the whole day. Damn.
cant rest at all. good thing i finally finish it.

Heard a awful story from my fren's buddy.
cant believe there are such a thing.
really glad she is ok .

2moro have class again.
seriously, i just hope to faster end of this week so that i can rest at home.
so tired at here.
haiz~~
wan to rest also cannot.

Donno y i feel weird when u tell me u looking for job,
just cant stop thinking,
what will happen in the future,
is so unpredictedable,
i just hope that u wont change after for a long time,
^^

now wan to tidur already ...
damn tired..
2moro ponteng again lu!!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Back from Finding my Dear

Just back from kajang after when outing with my dear,

haha,
really have a great time together with her,
cant wait for this tuesday ^^.

after back to UM,
need to think of assignment again.
need to pass up on monday,
and now only question no.1
sian.....
haiz~~~

now going to work hard on my assignment...!!!

oh ya,
just now have a time with my buddy,
really sorry everytime need to postpone our meet,
haha,
can just say is not i wanted,
don realise that u have so many problem,
even i cant do anything,
but at least i can listen,
1st year is like this,
all thing happen in ur mind,
just always be urself
and think positive 'thumb up'!!
go go go !!
haha~~

Friday, September 11, 2009

Steambot in KL

Today damn syok .....

1st time feel the exitement in KL ....
finally get to eat steambot ... this is the 1st time in KL ..
haha...
damn syok leh ... is buffet style... and overall 1 person only rm30 include transport ...
wow ...
haha
picture be upload in facebook la ...
not i snap the pic ...
ply true or dare ...
damn funny and syok ...
know a lot dirty secret ..haha

feel bad for my dear as she cant do well in her exam ..
don worry ya ...
u already try ur damn best ...
there is always next time ..
end is not here yet ..
there room for improvement ..
keep moving forward and can reach ur target ...
jia you !!!
blek !!

well that all ,
a story comin up from me ..
is about a guy with his event ..
blog will post up SOON ...
haha~~
wait and see

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

happy 09/09/09

today is a very special day.... y ??

cause is 09/09/09 ....
it happen once forever ...
never going to happen again .



everywhere i go,
anytime either 2moro or today,
if i am busy or free,
what ever i doing,
even the biggest thing ever happen,
i will always know 1 thing,
my feeling is true and always the same,
is it hard to describe,
feeling cant describe by word,
i cant tell to u how i feel,
i cant give u everything in this world,
i am not rich nor i am smart,
i am not handsome nor i am usefull,
HOWEVER,
i can always ask you how you feel,
i can always listen to your complain and make u feel better,
i can always be there to hug u when u cold,
i will always be there when u need me,
i always try to be usefull toward u,
i hope to see u smile everyday,
also to make u happy and shine,
i would give my heart to you,
tanny leong soon yeng,
i hope to be with u forever ...
forever as if the time will froze and the moment of us together,
i hope there is nothing that can separate us ever....
i would never hope to see that day...
i would rather die ...,
09/09/09
is the date where we 193days together...
in 5 years in the future..
i hope to use the M word to u..
I love u my bao bei.....
my only love i will only love !!!


Monday, September 7, 2009

so long again

Very long no blog here lo~~

quite busy ....
with wat ??
banyak lo. ....
till uncountable......

this morning go do my exam ..... walau ....
kena that kagemuddin terperanjat me pula ...
so funny la our exam .. until we can laugh also ...

not much thing to say as a lot assignment now in progress .
very sian ....

something wrong with my body ...
haiz~~
feeling more weak and weak ...
but i cant bring this matter up...
wat to do ??
let see and wait ba ~~

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Good Luck

today din do much thing ,

feel sian next week got some more midterm.
so sian ...
not yet fininsh study yet.
But going to finish it earlier.
haha..
assignment suddenlt so many, so sian again ..
haiz~~
donno how to do leh ....
just now more sian .... financial planning ,
donno how to do at all .... sian ~~
so stress some more lo ...
haiz~~

Anyway , 2moro is my dear dear midterm ...
jia you ya ...
i believe u sure can de ..
hehe.
go go ...
that all for now ..
wan tidur liau ..

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Just Back from Penang

went to penang last saturday and back on tuesday,

stay at tanny house for 3 days,
quite nice in penang lo ..
nice to meet her family,
1st time meet with them ,
feel like a real family
haha....
even tot just go to few place in penang but than feel like my 3rd home.
hehe...

hope i got time than i can go there again ...
now need back to my stupid assignment ..
sian ...
haiz~~

Friday, August 28, 2009

So many thing leh ~~

Just come back from discussion and my meeting ...

so many thing need to do ...
got so many assignment ...
UM memang like this style punya ...
sian

early-early sure syok wan
than after that in the middle sure susah already ..
got midterm la ..
assignment also start to give ..
cannot ply-ply already ..
sian ..

2moro another 1 more exam ..
die leh ..
don understand at all ...

after exam going to some where ....
where i going ??
hehe^^

Finish Midterm ~~

Finally finish my midterm already la ... haha

but got another 1 more paper on saturday ..
donno is 9.30a.m or 11.30 a.m

haha... but either 1 also need to have exam ..
sian ..
just finish my 2 exam just now ..
sian leh ...
donno how to do ...
haiz~~

yest ~~ 26/8/09
is wat day leh ??
kononnya my this gf say is chinese valentine ...lol
i donno lo... never heard before .. so sian
haiz~~
than kena blame pula ..haha
so kesian ..
hope got way to calm my dear ..
hehe^^

waiting for this sat ..
so scare leh ..
quite scary or wat leh ??
hehe^^

this is my dear creation :


quite nice .. but cannot beat me pro la ...
haha..
later do 1 more nicer de ..
but need time to do .
now lack of time ..
so sian ~~

that all for now la ...
2moro go class than go see my mate meeting ,
wan rest 2day than 2moro need to study again ~~
haiz!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Back to shit UM

Now in UM already ~~

so sian leh ~~
studying !!

shit !~~
really sian !!
BUT WAT CAN I DO ~~~

nothing but to accept this thing

Just now ran to kl station to buy bus ticket !!
so many ppl !!
at least i got the ticket !

going to penang this saturday

donno is good or bad ~~
feel scare lo !!
even i donno y ??
cause this is the 1st time !!
1st impression is always important

wish me luck this tuesday 1st

my 1st exam this sem !!
shit la ~~

ok ... go study back ~

1 more thing i wan to share :

True love doesn't have an happy ending,
True love doesn't have an ending ....

love someone so much !!! ^^

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Is Been Very Long

look like it took ages for me write something inside here...

feel that no mood wan to write all these stuff some more in this little website ~~
Haha ~

anyway , days go on , i got my holidays but stupid unsolve assignment and midterm ...
look like going crazy after holiday ,
be prepare of it ~~
that wat i always say ,

Look like i make my dear sad again ,
hv u all notice that i only show up in here when this got related to her ,
funny as it seem ,
donno y ,
cause feel wan to tell this blog all the thing i cant tell other ppl !!

Well , look like i mess up again ,
making her sad , i think she did cry ,
can feel it , but she will refuse to admit again ,
most important thing is settle and hope mistake don come in twice ~~


oh ya , 1 more thing is my big buddy graduate already ,
Congratulation lo !!

so fast 1years we knew each other and so fast u got to go ....
hope hv chance to meet u !!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

lalalala...i m here~~~~

=P

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Recover

It seem my mood finally getting better and i realise i know that what i really need to do..

being question myself of how stupidity of myself is.
maybe is my stress factor...
all arrow shooting at me all around the corner.

my life is fill with this 3 thing !
1.my study
2.my activity
3.my lover

for sake, is not easy to balance all these thing ~
saying myself is super human but i am not.
but i dont blame any1.

i feel this is very challenging as u will experience it in the future.
this is just a small matter if u wan to compare.

it seem 1 thing i did is making my dear very sad.
not saying anything happen,
but because of my selfishness,
haiz~~
hate it !!
i hope i can try to improve,
i can decarale that my life 80% is all about u !!

is it maybe i care too much ??
y do i need to think all nonsence thing ??
even my head don wan to think but my heart still not comfort ...

even last time,
when u need a lot thing to do,
i will always try to help ... this is because my heart tell me to do,
i cant stop it,
even i know i feel tired, stress , hungry,
but i know in the end of the day ,
i will feel happy...

what a crazy feeling right ?
haha!!

maybe i too love you ??
is this a mistake ?
i know u need some space for your time...
and i really try my best to keep my own business..
but my heart always say not feeling right ..
just hope 1 day i can take my heart out from me !!

I am so sorry dear if i ever hurt u or anything..
i just hope to be with you till the rest of my life..



if u still remember during my birthday celebration..
the wish i no tell it out...
is i hope to be always with you.

that is indirectly becoming my objective of my life..

I love you dear !!
always be .

Monday, August 10, 2009

moodless nowaday ~~

donno y ??

why ??

i got no idea !!

most of it is my problem,
should not affect other ppl !!
thruth is i hate this thing !
how good if i no need think at all,
but is not the same,
all thing seem moodless,
miss the time !
but 1 thing i got to accept is unable to change,



waiting for sem break to cool off my mind ~~
5 days to go !!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Missing

quite long no update already ~~ damn sian !!

now cathing up with my class that miss a lot since busy with activity ~
now need to continue back to study .... boring ....

waiting for next event
look like i going to continue my case study
and is going to be in october gua !!
jia you me !!

Missing somebody ~~
haiz~~
world seem nothing without u !!
seem lost ~~

wan be with u forever !

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Moody

The Feeling now have so often in Uni ~~

Feeling weird and damn boring everyday now !!

think back again , am i worth it like this !
wat the main problem !
i also don know myself ,
it seem i creating problem everyday !
my cough getting worst and worst only ,
feel wan to rest for a very very long term !


Just meet my new buddy ~
haha !!

Buddy system is a tradition where junior will have a direct senior !!
my buddy from kelantan ~~
special huh !!

hope she be very active to take over my place when i retire !
haha~~

And 1 more thing is thanks to my other buddy !!
is been really a rough week and a lot decision need to be made !
u really show me the real thing !
i have think too childish ~~
i know wat to do now !!

And DONT forget that u are always my Buddy !!
haha

Me and Buddy !!



Nobody seem to understand me~~
Y ??
i don even wan to know ~~
good nite

Monday, July 20, 2009

Sick~~

Just 1 day after the event sick already..

it seem that i am not the only1 sick ~~
haha !!
wat a stressful event !
i don understand y it so stressful in the 1st place .

just don understand some ppl ~~
really hate it !!

just now went out to watch Harry Porter to know that the movie SUCK !!
seriously i don understand at all !!

Anyway , hope i can recover soon from my sickness !
but is going to be tough !

By the way ,
i finally choose my buddy ..
haha!!

post it 2moro !
nite all

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Stress and 1 days to go ~~

It seem like so long not doing my blog~~

really very stress and tired in Fakulty ...
not because of study ~~ is cause handling event

JUNIOR !!!!!!!!!!! U all really must appreciate us man !!
Work so hard because of u all !!
damn !!
haha

after I-week is going to be free ....but not that long !
feel wan to sleep cause of tired but cant ...haiz~~

waiting for this sunday ~~
well 1st cause i-week end already ..haha
and also other reason ...

hope u get better !!
rest more and sleep more ~~

Stress and 1 days to go ~~

Monday, July 13, 2009

Time Square ~~

Went to time square this morning ~~

damn lot of ppl lo !!
hate go out on sunday ,
no choices also .... haha

watch this movie drag me to hell ,
feel quite normal plus feel some suspens
haha

donno y 2day feel very uncomfort as going shoping that time,
my mood suddenly feel down ,
is it due to i-week?
meeting everyday?
thing havent settle?
really make thing worst only...
or maybe i just too sleepy
i really donno !!

decided long time already
going to take law course on Jan next year,
that mean i will be taking 2 degree after that,
the whole cost is rm30000,
while i only have 5% of the amount only ~~
how to find another 95% lo ,
need to start saving before end of this year!!

really sorry to my dear for my mood,
make ur mood feel down also,
haiz~~

after u tell me on wat u going to do in 1 year time some more,
make me realise ,
there a lot of tough barrier to have us being together,
can we face it ?
on maybe can I face it ??
seriously i donno,
i don even know wat going to happen in this 1 year time!
haiz~~
i really hope to have u in my arms forever!!!
love u ~~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Confusing feeling ~~

Really sian this few days ,

feel wan to cry also cannot ,
need to show my member that i am still tough
but the biggest giant also have a tear in his heart ~~
look like there is so many problem ~~
in my life ,
1 by 1 comin tru me non stop ..
i not going to state the problem is,
but it really give me a damn headache ...
suddenly i kena blame for destroy somebody life,
this thing happen very long already,
y cant we all forget about it and move on!!
look like i talking stone time like this.

Think i can handle it,
human heart is same like every1 else,
is easy to break.

maybe some say this thing can say is normal,
the thing is think can i handle?

every1 look like i so normal but they donno how big the preasure i having,
this is not of the club only ,
is about my whole life ~~
making decision is 1 thing,
there a lot of decision i need to make,


don feel wan talk more~~
peace yo ... hope my world will remain peace always !! but i know is imposimble~~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Rough Friday ~~

i donno either 2day got curse a not la ... seem like every1 so busy and shit happen today,

being busy with my Fak thing ...
meeting almost everyday and last till midnite ~
really shit!!
the thing is the event would have it alrite if everyone give their full corperation in this event !
having a ton of stress from all side .
need to deal so many thing in a very few time...
i don even touch my book or any note yet ..
i donno if i can survive by next week ~~
so many thing inside my head ...

speak with my advisor yesteday ..
and realise my problem is actually i don focus enough ...
maybe i focus on too many thing ~~
and need to pay attention to the most important part !!
2moro another meeting !!
see can break record some more ....


2day also i make my dear so sad !!
really rough day ....
i am so sorry firstly...
don mean to make any1 feel bad ...
SORRY AGAIN...
donno how many time i say this word to u already,
i donno ur situation is more worst than me ..
i tot wan to make my mood happy by chating with u but it make matter worst ...
i am a terible guy...
really have a rough week
my birthday week some more ~~

sometime i feel that i am very useless !!
i should make my love one happy ... not sad !!
i hope u happy always ...
sorry for being so useless ... i must become usefull..
good nite
love you ~~

Friday, July 10, 2009

Happy Birthday to meeeee.....

So long not been in here already ...

been busy for week since there no on9 in my coll for days !! anyway still can celebrate my birthday haha.... quite special and memorable birthday i guess ...
best since years
cause i not celebrate my birthday since the last 2-3 years ...
haha !!
7.7.09
special date right

most kek sim is when i in matriks that time
my date is 07.07.07
walau
so ong ...but no1 celebrate with me ... cause i dont really know anyone that time ...
celebrate myself lo ... in my room buy something to eat ...haha


but this year is really shocking ...
not only so many sms me ... until ppl ask me where am i ..
dont expect to know so many ppl actually know my birthday ...
haha
actually i dont like ppl to know cause dont wan to make so big deal about it !!

anyway ...this year i celebrate with 1 of the most important person in my life ...
haha !!
my 1st birthday with her ..
feel so special .
thanks for the wallet and shirt ..
like the shirt very much
than gone to midvalley, garden to watch movie
TRANSFOMER ....
damn nice man !!
best movie lol ....graphic than syok
sure going to watch the 3rd wan !!

The most important person in my life

having a small problem on that nite ~~
haha !!
tell the truth is i really tired that time !
not phisically but mentally ...
i just wan to sleep and calm myself down ...
is not that i dont mean anything to not care about you..

is not that i dont like ...
i really hope to not disturb your life ..
that y i need to calm myself down ..

i feel very bad on making u feel bad...
really sorry for my stupidty mistake ..
that donno how many time that i need to repeat ~~

i saw this in some forum
and i think this statement is very meaningful

love someone can have much more pain...., then in hating someone

see it quite long and understand wat it really mean ...
feel very meaningful ...
u wont feel hurt if u dont love that person ..
so is a good thing i been hurt cause i know i love that person very much
if see positive point of view ...haha
dont worry bout me ...just rant ...
just to let u know that i wont mendle in thing in ur life ...



that all for now ,
i-week is comin and there are 101 problem havent settle ...
like a pile of file coming to crash me ~~
jia you all BOD for i-week !!
peace yo



Thursday, July 2, 2009

Be with you

Be with you or

Ima Ai Ni Yukimasu

This is the comic i read last nite cause cant sleep ...haha
actually i read it long time already and i still keep it like just bought it yesterday,
haha,
really good book and great story line,

hv to admit it,
every time when i read to the end my tear will drop,
is hard to believe,
i read so many comic this comic is the only book than can make me cry,
really sad and touching
got to read it .... seriously ~~


the cover of the book ~~ this is malay version of course


anyway i going back 2moro~~
due to some reason got to cancel the meeting for this saturday
damn ~~
i don understand some ppl ~
really bring headache only ~
OMG !!
not going to say it anymore ~~
next meeting going to FIRE ppl ~

well that for all
hehe~~
hope somebody having fun with her fren birthday~~


peace all ~







Satay Celup again ~~

Went to satay celup at om kim wee just now ... wan kii siau already ~~

eat until so full lo ..
2day eat damn much cost me rm20 lo ~~
damn ~
but is worth it lo

haha

love the food in melaka ~~ later this friday go back KL
sian la ... all not nice de
sad some more ~~ going to busy for this few week of the month lo
gambateh myself ~~ haha

look like i keep making my dear worry when writing stupid thing in this stupid blog,
not going to do it again ,
haha ~~
forgive for making u worry,
but ensure that nothing wrong,
hope to hold u now,
sory again ~~ blek ~
miss u ~


peace yo all ~

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Moody

This is my 20 post this month ..

don believe myself can write so many thing ..

haha

lepak in my home donno do wat also !
thinking of going out 2moro .... go eat satay celup , wakaka ~

whole day spend in my stupid empty house ...
feeling really lifeless ,
so sian ~~

well at least i got do something good 2day,
i cook my own dinner ~~
haha
just fry rice of course

a lot ingredient inside~

But i going to admit , it not really taste very good
got this funny taste , damn so long no cook already, haiz~~


going back this friday , time really go away so fast ~~
back to my busy life , 21 credit hour ~
how to cope ?
see how lo ... at last also the day will end ,


even tot feel moodless ,
but at least i know 1 thing,
is not u who hurt me,
is me hurting myself,
i know u wont wan to hurt me in the 1st place,
just me who have wild thinking ,



peace all and good nite!


Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Love Video



Saw this Video in my fren page ...
feel really meaningfull,
agree with the video,
every love is a movie,
u make ur own movie,
there is almost 7000 billion ppl in this world,
but only to find 1 u love,
appriciate ur love one,
love u always ,
from my mind, heart and soul !

Heartless

Ppl asking me y my blog keep getting sad everyday.

i also cant explain,
just ignore this stupidity,

a few months or years , i don remember, i swear~
that i wont make a girl cry again ~
look like i been talking shit all this time,
man has 2 weeknesses :
1st is he has no money,
2sd is when he see a gilr cry infront of him,l

the feeling week is all over me,
feeling of guilt,
y do this happen?,
i admit it,
there are a lot girl cry cause of me in my life,
but u is the most i cant able to see,
i don be deserve to call a MAN,

the reason to not telling out any problem,
is cause i cant resist to see u suffer,
cause of my problem,
maybe is cause i wanted to let the pain die alone me,
not to have anything upon u,
in anyhow i just see u suffer more and more,
unable to forgive is more painful,
i try anyway to making u feel better but to know to make it more worst,

i admit,
i cant really forget wat really happen,
but anyhow i trying to accept it,
cause i love u my dear,
that the only thing in my mind...