Missing

quite long no update already ~~ damn sian !!

now cathing up with my class that miss a lot since busy with activity ~

now need to continue back to study .... boring ....

waiting for next event

look like i going to continue my case study
and is going to be in october gua !!

jia you me !!

Missing somebody ~~

haiz~~

world seem nothing without u !!

seem lost ~~

wan be with u forever !

Moody

The Feeling now have so often in Uni ~~

Feeling weird and damn boring everyday now !!

think back again , am i worth it like this !

wat the main problem !

i also don know myself ,

it seem i creating problem everyday !

my cough getting worst and worst only ,

feel wan to rest for a very very long term !

Just meet my new buddy ~

haha !!

Buddy system is a tradition where junior will have a direct senior !!

my buddy from kelantan ~~

special huh !!

hope she be very active to take over my place when i retire !

haha~~

And 1 more thing is thanks to my other buddy !!

is been really a rough week and a lot decision need to be made !

u really show me the real thing !

i have think too childish ~~

i know wat to do now !!

And DONT forget that u are always my Buddy !!

haha

Me and Buddy !!

Nobody seem to understand me~~

Y ??

i don even wan to know ~~

good nite

Sick~~

Just 1 day after the event sick already..

it seem that i am not the only1 sick ~~

haha !!

wat a stressful event !

i don understand y it so stressful in the 1st place .

just don understand some ppl ~~

really hate it !!

just now went out to watch Harry Porter to know that the movie SUCK !!

seriously i don understand at all !!

Anyway , hope i can recover soon from my sickness !

but is going to be tough !

By the way ,

i finally choose my buddy ..

haha!!

post it 2moro !

nite all

Stress and 1 days to go ~~

It seem like so long not doing my blog~~

really very stress and tired in Fakulty ...

not because of study ~~ is cause handling event

JUNIOR !!!!!!!!!!! U all really must appreciate us man !!

Work so hard because of u all !!

damn !!

haha

after I-week is going to be free ....but not that long !

feel wan to sleep cause of tired but cant ...haiz~~

waiting for this sunday ~~

well 1st cause i-week end already ..haha

and also other reason ...

hope u get better !!

rest more and sleep more ~~

Stress and 1 days to go ~~

Time Square ~~

Went to time square this morning ~~

damn lot of ppl lo !!

hate go out on sunday ,

no choices also .... haha

watch this movie drag me to hell ,

feel quite normal plus feel some suspens

haha

donno y 2day feel very uncomfort as going shoping that time,

my mood suddenly feel down ,

is it due to i-week?

meeting everyday?

thing havent settle?

really make thing worst only...

or maybe i just too sleepy

i really donno !!

decided long time already

going to take law course on Jan next year,

that mean i will be taking 2 degree after that,

the whole cost is rm30000,

while i only have 5% of the amount only ~~

how to find another 95% lo ,

need to start saving before end of this year!!

really sorry to my dear for my mood,

make ur mood feel down also,

haiz~~

after u tell me on wat u going to do in 1 year time some more,

make me realise ,

there a lot of tough barrier to have us being together,

can we face it ?

on maybe can I face it ??

seriously i donno,

i don even know wat going to happen in this 1 year time!

haiz~~

i really hope to have u in my arms forever!!!

love u ~~

Confusing feeling ~~

Really sian this few days ,

feel wan to cry also cannot ,

need to show my member that i am still tough

but the biggest giant also have a tear in his heart ~~

look like there is so many problem ~~

in my life ,

1 by 1 comin tru me non stop ..

i not going to state the problem is,

but it really give me a damn headache ...

suddenly i kena blame for destroy somebody life,

this thing happen very long already,

y cant we all forget about it and move on!!

look like i talking stone time like this.

Think i can handle it,

human heart is same like every1 else,

is easy to break.

maybe some say this thing can say is normal,

the thing is think can i handle?

every1 look like i so normal but they donno how big the preasure i having,

this is not of the club only ,

is about my whole life ~~

making decision is 1 thing,

there a lot of decision i need to make,

don feel wan talk more~~

peace yo ... hope my world will remain peace always !! but i know is imposimble~~

Rough Friday ~~

i donno either 2day got curse a not la ... seem like every1 so busy and shit happen today,

being busy with my Fak thing ...

meeting almost everyday and last till midnite ~

really shit!!

the thing is the event would have it alrite if everyone give their full corperation in this event !

having a ton of stress from all side .

need to deal so many thing in a very few time...

i don even touch my book or any note yet ..

i donno if i can survive by next week ~~

so many thing inside my head ...

speak with my advisor yesteday ..

and realise my problem is actually i don focus enough ...

maybe i focus on too many thing ~~

and need to pay attention to the most important part !!

2moro another meeting !!

see can break record some more ....

2day also i make my dear so sad !!

really rough day ....

i am so sorry firstly...

don mean to make any1 feel bad ...

SORRY AGAIN...

donno how many time i say this word to u already,

i donno ur situation is more worst than me ..

i tot wan to make my mood happy by chating with u but it make matter worst ...

i am a terible guy...

really have a rough week

my birthday week some more ~~

sometime i feel that i am very useless !!

i should make my love one happy ... not sad !!

i hope u happy always ...

sorry for being so useless ... i must become usefull..

good nite

love you ~~

Happy Birthday to meeeee.....

So long not been in here already ...

been busy for week since there no on9 in my coll for days !! anyway still can celebrate my birthday haha.... quite special and memorable birthday i guess ...

best since years

cause i not celebrate my birthday since the last 2-3 years ...

haha !!

7.7.09

special date right

most kek sim is when i in matriks that time

my date is 07.07.07

walau

so ong ...but no1 celebrate with me ... cause i dont really know anyone that time ...

celebrate myself lo ... in my room buy something to eat ...haha

but this year is really shocking ...

not only so many sms me ... until ppl ask me where am i ..

dont expect to know so many ppl actually know my birthday ...

haha

actually i dont like ppl to know cause dont wan to make so big deal about it !!

anyway ...this year i celebrate with 1 of the most important person in my life ...

haha !!

my 1st birthday with her ..

feel so special .

thanks for the wallet and shirt ..

like the shirt very much

than gone to midvalley, garden to watch movie

TRANSFOMER ....

damn nice man !!

best movie lol ....graphic than syok

sure going to watch the 3rd wan !!

The most important person in my life

having a small problem on that nite ~~

haha !!

tell the truth is i really tired that time !

not phisically but mentally ...

i just wan to sleep and calm myself down ...

is not that i dont mean anything to not care about you..

is not that i dont like ...

i really hope to not disturb your life ..

that y i need to calm myself down ..

i feel very bad on making u feel bad...

really sorry for my stupidty mistake ..

that donno how many time that i need to repeat ~~

i saw this in some forum

and i think this statement is very meaningful

love someone can have much more pain...., then in hating someone

see it quite long and understand wat it really mean ...

feel very meaningful ...

u wont feel hurt if u dont love that person ..

so is a good thing i been hurt cause i know i love that person very much

if see positive point of view ...haha

dont worry bout me ...just rant ...

just to let u know that i wont mendle in thing in ur life ...

that all for now ,

i-week is comin and there are 101 problem havent settle ...

like a pile of file coming to crash me ~~

jia you all BOD for i-week !!

peace yo

Be with you

Be with you or

Ima Ai Ni Yukimasu

This is the comic i read last nite cause cant sleep ...haha

actually i read it long time already and i still keep it like just bought it yesterday,

haha,

really good book and great story line,

hv to admit it,

every time when i read to the end my tear will drop,

is hard to believe,

i read so many comic this comic is the only book than can make me cry,

really sad and touching

got to read it .... seriously ~~

the cover of the book ~~ this is malay version of course

anyway i going back 2moro~~

due to some reason got to cancel the meeting for this saturday

damn ~~

i don understand some ppl ~

really bring headache only ~

OMG !!

not going to say it anymore ~~

next meeting going to FIRE ppl ~

well that for all

hehe~~

hope somebody having fun with her fren birthday~~

peace all ~

Satay Celup again ~~

Went to satay celup at om kim wee just now ... wan kii siau already ~~

eat until so full lo ..

2day eat damn much cost me rm20 lo ~~

damn ~

but is worth it lo

haha

love the food in melaka ~~ later this friday go back KL

sian la ... all not nice de

sad some more ~~ going to busy for this few week of the month lo

gambateh myself ~~ haha

look like i keep making my dear worry when writing stupid thing in this stupid blog,

not going to do it again ,

haha ~~

forgive for making u worry,

but ensure that nothing wrong,

hope to hold u now,

sory again ~~ blek ~

miss u ~

peace yo all ~

Moody

This is my 20 post this month ..

don believe myself can write so many thing ..

haha

lepak in my home donno do wat also !

thinking of going out 2moro .... go eat satay celup , wakaka ~

whole day spend in my stupid empty house ...

feeling really lifeless ,

so sian ~~

well at least i got do something good 2day,

i cook my own dinner ~~

haha

just fry rice of course

a lot ingredient inside~

But i going to admit , it not really taste very good

got this funny taste , damn so long no cook already, haiz~~

going back this friday , time really go away so fast ~~

back to my busy life , 21 credit hour ~

how to cope ?

see how lo ... at last also the day will end ,

even tot feel moodless ,

but at least i know 1 thing,

is not u who hurt me,

is me hurting myself,

i know u wont wan to hurt me in the 1st place,

just me who have wild thinking ,

peace all and good nite!